Sunday, August 2, 2009


U know you can count on your friends when they are wiling to drive to an isolated place with one motive : to kidnap you and bring you to the "jungle" to have ice cream.:)

Thanks. Love you guys. I was in the midst of some mind boggling task,ie translation (pfft) and they called telling me that they are on the way to my house. It really made my day since I was imprisoned at home since Friday with the translation. But yeah, thank you.:)

Friday, July 31, 2009

Chiune Sugihara.

I stumbled upon History Channel this afternoon while busy typing some work which has to be done by tommorrow. It was Chiune Sugihara documentary. He was the man who saved six thousand Jews who were trying to escape Nazi cruelty. His courage and bravery is now praised by thousands of Jews. Many tributes have been made to Sugihara, who has been recognized as Righteous Among the Nations.'

Many years later, one of those he saved waited 4 years to meet him to ask why he took such tremendous risks to help those he didn't know. He said:

"In life, do what's right because it's right, then leave it alone".

Very inspiring.

Friday, July 17, 2009

bless me..

I need your blessing,God.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Batik Cake

I made batik cake this morning for breakfast. Yummy yummy! Instead of using Milo, I used Vochelle cocoa powder and it tastes superb! :-) You just dump all the ingredients and put in the fridge. No oven required. Easy peasy!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Damon braces

I am opting for Damon braces which is convenient for me since I do not have to travel from KL-KK quite often.

Certified Damon System doctors combine three key components, which when used together, deliver faster treatment, fewer appointments, greater comfort, and consistent high-quality results:

1. Damon passive self-ligating braces that eliminate the need for elastic or metal "ties". With Damon tie-less braces you can experience treatment without tightening.

2. Light high-technology shape-memory wires that move teeth faster and require fewer adjustments.

Guess what, since damon is still new in the industry and my dentist is actually still trying with this thing, hence the cost of damon braces is quite reasonable. (lucky me!). White braces is more expensive compare to Damon braces at the moment. at the moment, so I am kinda lucky cos the price will def increase in the future due to high demand. Personally, I think Damon Braces is suitable for people who travel a lot and also the chances of discomfort is very slim.

The only downside of this type of braces is it is all metals. Metal braces. Hence, I am also taking into account those comments that you guys prefer metal braces than white braces. so yeah there you go, metal braces.:)
I am opting for this definitely!

I am lost in paradise.

I know that it might sound strange
But you made my seasons start to change
It happened so suddenly
Like heaven has waited up for me


Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Decision decision.


I think metal braces (above pic) looks cool as opposed to white braces. Some people look weird with metal braces. Right now, I am still thinking.

Whadya think??? :)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

No title.

Blardy exam!

Pimples are everywhere on my forehead. I cannot stop from touching my face, scalp and hair while reading. (such a bad habit. gonna get bald by the time I graduate)

And I have been eating like a pig. I dig the fridge when i am under pressure.
I cannot study without star bucks caramel hot chocolate and latte. And chocolates.and junk food.

Now my money all gone. Supposed to save money for facial and massage after exams.=(

I gain 5 kg . wtf.

Byebye. Back to books.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


some people are just complicated.

People come and go. People come into your life, hurt your feelings and go.(if you are unlucky, they would stay)

People come into your life, make you the happiest person alive and go.(if you are lucky, they would stay)

I come across a person who is as complicated as law of trusts but when I think about it, there is a rationale in every single behaviour he potray. He leads a tough and lonely life, hence explains his complicated behaviour.

Therefore, I forgive.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

slumber land

I think God is trying to tell me something. Sometimes I feel that I am alright, I am content but little did I know, I am actually trying to hide those poignant feelings of sadness, for whatever reason.

I had a dream last night that I had to sing this song for a singing competition.

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within your self
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Just Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

God is great and it is a sign that I have to put everything aside and indulge in a prolific conversation with Him. God is great. He is aware (duh) that I always keep things to myself. God is great.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Its been a while...

Aku duduk keseorangan di bilik kecil yang telah aku diami selama 2 tahun. Di bilik ini lah aku mengejar cita-citaku dan menelaah pelajaran bertemankan nota dan buku pelajaran. Di bilik inilah aku mengharungi segala rintangan di kota metropolitan ini. Bilik ini juga yang menjadi saksi tangisan dan hilaian tawaku pada waktu malam di mana teman serumahku yang lain sedang diulit mimpi indah.

Aku ibaratkan hidup ini sebagai roda. Roda kepunyaan Tuhan yang maha kuasa dan aku tahu hidup ini penuh dengan rintangan dan onak duri. Aku tahu aku perlu harungi semua ini untuk berjaya dengan panduan-Nya. Aku tidak akan pernah mengeluh apabila aku terpaksa lalui halangan yang perit seperti yang ditentukan oleh-Nya. Aku akan tetap melemparkan senyuman kepada makhluk-makhluk Tuhan yang lain kerana bagiku, perasaan yang kotor harus disimpan sekemas-kemasnya di dalam hati. Jangan pernah menunjukkan perasaan yang dicetuskan oleh Iblis dan jangan pernah mengerutkan dahi apabila ditimpa musibah. Pengalaman adalah guru kehidupan.

Aku akan terus melangkah, berlari menentang arus dengan perasaan yang paling didambakan oleh makhluk tuhan yang lain.


Sunday, February 22, 2009


Lovely ambience and great company.Scrumptious food. Yummy dessert.

She listens to him as he talks about his crush. yes his crush and hers on their first date on Valentines day dinner.

Honesty is the best policy.

She had fun. He had fun. Her friends had fun. The cameramen and photographers had fun.

Great experience.
P/S-Where art thou, lady writer?

I wana go to the beach.

Its 0136 am. I am sick of reading Vandervell`s stupid tactic on how to avoid paying ad valorem tax. I think he is the culprit behind my (and the law of trusts students) high level of stress.

I am gonna have a night out with my 2 favourite lecturers and a close friend of mine. I cant wait. I need an entertainment. I had a dull and innefficient weekend. I hate weekends. Too much of trusts. Too much dwelling on Vandervells problem on his beneficial interests. Bloody idiot that fella.

I miss home. I miss my family. I miss my parents. I miss my 2 sisters. I miss my cat. I miss my room. I miss my bed. I miss homecook food.I miss my KK friends.

I have to bear with fast food, pollution, stress, messy room with papers and books around, coffee and biscuits since im broke, public transportations, sleeping late, having meaningful conversations with myself, being single and lonely etc etc.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I dont mind gaining extra kg.

Im gonna migrate. Im gonna shift to another region.

Danny Boome is hawt. Kill me.

Im so gonna go to UK to do my masters and start saving moolah from now on.

Also, to hunt for Danny Boome.
Guys who can cook turns me on.

Ps- Thanx Sai for the butterscotch bread.=)

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Blessings in life.

I always look at the bright side whenever things went wrong.

I dont believe in having bad lucks in life.

Thanx to sharon n her bf for the chocolate and lovely dinner and nam yew for the valentines cookies.

Also, meaningful conversations with Uncle Hashim.

These small little things mean a lot to me.
Not forgetting wonderful friends around me.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Creep fascinates me.

When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eye?
You're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here,
ohhhh, ohhhh
She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs...runs..
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...