I feel like I am surrounded by black clouds. The smell of bad energy lingers on me now. Succession seems so hard to swallow and exam is next week.
I am not living in the present. I am living in the past and future. This is not good. Those flashes of memories leave me with queasy feeling of unease. Thinking about the future makes me go nervous. How about the present?
I feel like I'm drowning. Drowning in a river of tears.